Diarrhea and anal sore

hello, (sorry for my english) I have ghsv1 and had a FIRST visible severe OB (and hsv diagnosis) back in april this year. I dont know how I got it, because I had the idea to wax all the genital area and had sex. I actually infected my partner , but they had the OB few days after me. Ive been so scared to shave or get waxed again. Sometimes I blame the waxing salon, but now I dont know if I had it long time ago.

In the past Ive suffered from gastrointestinal problems that caused me anal fisures and I had an anal surgery because of that. I had itchiness around my anus since my childhood.

Yesterday and today Ive been having diarrhea and I always get my anus very itchy, so I can say that these are the same symptoms as anal fisures, sometimes I think these sores happen when I wipe my anus very abruptly because I want to scratch.

I havent had any visible OB since my diagnosis. But I DO have itchiness around my anus very often (since forever and even more when I have diarrhea).

But can you tell if this sore is from wiping or an OB? I Have had this symptoms since I was a child. And since my hsv1 diagnosis ive been so paranoid.

I attached a picture.

that is an outbreak and its highly impossible that you caught anything from being waxed get on some medication or antibiotics