Do I have a Panic Disorder or Im really sick and doctors cant diagnose???

Hello everyone. New member here. Please bare with me as this is gonna be little bit long.

Im 31 years old. I dont drink and smoke. I just wanna share my experience and situation and all the physical stuffs that im feeling since 2013. It actually started when i was taking a contraceptive pills. I observed, since i was taking that pills, i became more tense and easily get nervous. Ive been taking that pills for atleast a year last 2012-2013. And last May (2013) when i am havibg first day of my period, i began feeling and expereincing all these debilitating symptom. Suffered from very bad palpitation (100-136) chest pain, seems like im going to pass out and all, dizziness, pain in stomach, constipation, hypervjntillation, numbness in my legs and arms, cold extremities, losing & thinning a bunch of hair, sometimes hot flushes. And so on and so forth. I went to alot of doctors, Neurologists, Cardiologists, Rheumatologists, ENTs', Hematologists etc... They did lots of bloodworks and imaging tests (MRI, CT Scans, chest xrays, ECGs, 2D Echoes, Duplex Test) But THEY CANT FIND ANYTHING! sad sad My ENT and Gastroenterlogist diagnosed me with GERD and IBS and they gave me medicines for that. It helps my GI Tract symptoms and all but not much. My cardiologist diagnosed me with PVC and PACS and im under medication. He gave me Ivabradine 5mg three times a week coz i cant tolerate the side effects ( dizziness, fatigue and weakness. Sometimes diarrhea). It somehow helps but still feeling the same. I also went to a rheumatologist to check if i have autoimmune disease but he diagnosed me with Fibromyalgia. Went to Hematologist to check my blood amd iron, ferritin levels TIBC etc., because i develiped anemia and after all the blood works, she diagnosed me with Iron Deficiency because of my period. I even tried to asked her is shes sure my anemia is not because of any chronic illnesses (autoimmune or cancer) and she said "NO" because of the results of blood tests. I went to Neuroand did some CT Scan and MRI of my brain and spine because i often have headaches and back pains and numbing and tingling in my arms and legs and sometimes all throughout my body. I also did some nerve and muscle test but all they flund out was a slight cervical injury (neck) and Lumbar radioculopathy (hips). My brain MRI was normal and they cant find anything. They checked my thyroid tol and everything is normal. sad Still im feeling the same no matter how much i convinced myself that ive been thru alot of doctors and did lots of tests but they cant find anything. They always tell me to go and see some psychiatrist but eversince, i havent made any appointment from any psych because im convinced that I AM REALLY SICK. sad I tried to ignore those physical symptoms and i was fine from 2014 till early 2017. BUT, my symptoms appeared again just last month this year. (novmber 2017) up to now. I feel horrible. I cant go out even if i want to because im scared. (Though sometimes i can manage to go and get some groceries or buy something in a short span of time and of course with someone to accompany me because im really scared that i might pass out and all.) But lately, i cant tolerate to go out. :'( i am so scared with same reasons again and i observed, when im in malls or grocery stores, i get dizzy and starting to get cold sweats and always run to the comfort room to poop. Its always been like that. And i cant walk much because i feel weak and dizzy. Like fainting. Two weeks ago, i also had some panic attack as my heart started to beat so hard and i feel nauseated and my whole body was numb and cold and i feel dizzy and i feel like im going to pass out or die. But i didnt. Everytime i feel that way, i take Ivabradine and it makes my heart go slow and i feel so weak after that. Actually this launch i had panic attack again and was crying so much. I dont know whats happening. sad I cant even sleep nicely. And i always feel uneasy. Almost everyday. And also, i feel pressure and pain in my chest, shoulder, back, neck and my head. And everytime i burp, i feel comfortable again. Then for few minutes, it will feel the same again. sad Is it acidity? Because i have hoarseness sometimes as well as regurgitation. Not often though. And my symptoms usually gets worse when my period is about to come or when im having my period. (Maybe because im anemic??) Please help. I really dont know what to do.

P.S. thanks for ur time reading.

I stop reading when you said you've had those tests & they came back fine. You need to accept that they are. They're doctors. They know when something is alarming, & they know if your in trouble or going to die. Anxiety can cause a WHOLE lot of symptoms. It affects the whole body. But it starts with your thoughts. You have to stop thinking negative. Your brainwashing yourself. I have the same problem. Been to the er 3 times, urgent care, cardiologist, pediatricians, nothing wrong but anxiety, acid reflux, & kyphosis. Stop thinking your dieing or your sick. The symptoms will just stay & get worse. Pray. Meditate. Channel your energy in a different direction, & your mind will once be put at ease. Take care.

Xoxo

Thanks for your reply. Im actually trying to divert myself and my thoughts but i find it hard most of the time. Im so occupied with my symptoms. And im thinking that im having autoimmune (POTS) something or any cardiac diseases as sometimes i can see blood pooling in my legs and feet. But yeah, maybe ur right and all the doctors i went through-they all want me to go and see psychiatrist. I might try it this time. Thanks again. God bless you! ❤️

I'm still in your position. I'm dealing with it right now as I type this. After seeing a cardiologist & having all the tests, I still feel like I have a really serious problem. Especially now that's I've been diagnosed with kyphosis But, worrying isn't going to make your symptoms or problems in Gerald go away. Accept thing for what they are & move on. It a people with stage 4 cancer who don't even worry as much as we do 😭. We're healthier than we think we are. I really hope you feel better because it's dreadful. God bless you too! ❤

Genrald* lol

Please consider seeing a psychiatrist though . I'm 16 & i believe I have a heart problem 😂. I went to see one & it eased it a little & he gave me xanax to help but i won't take it.

Shawi

Your blood pressure is within limits, you are suffering GERD and Ibs, you may find a change of diet may help so you need to discuss with your GP if any medication is needed for your IBS etc

Looking at your history above I do not feel you are in any dange and I would imagine all the clear results yu have had means you are quite fit. One problem I do need to draw to your attention, Having such a large tranche of tests and actually getting repeats can cause health problems, so you need to knuckle down and accept your results and move on

There are treatments for Anxiety, discuss that with your GP.

Enjoy your youth, nothing to worry about

BOB

Hey Locojess, you need to take your own opinion because after ready your post, you seem very scared of your thoughts and all. 

As for you Shawei, I was in the same boat as you in August all the way up to now, I'm better than before and to be honest I have nothing to thank besides myself slowly understanding that this anxiety will not control me, it will not be a part of my lifestyle! You cannot CANNOT let it be a priority in your life, go to work, deal with work, please get medication if it's too bad! Don't stop living your life because of it, that's what anxiety wants you to do! IT wants you to be powerless and  do whatever anxiety tells you to do! I'm now just dealing with the physical symptoms anxiety has left me with but I fully understand anxiety is nothing but an unwelcome guest in our minds! Don't get me wrong, I get scared sometimes too because of my symptoms but after 15 times I'm the ER and countless times at doctors offices and specialists I have to get it in my head that there is nothing physically wrong with me besides anxiety and acid reflux which these two go hand in hand! 

Hello borderriever, thabks for ur reply. It makes me comfortable somehow. But i admit, it really scares me until now. I mean my symptoms. Though im trying so hard to divert my mind and ignore everything. I think i really need to go and visit some psychiatrist. I hope it helps. Im even thibking i have cancer, heart problems and autoimmune diseases. Ugh! And as for my GERD and IBS, i have several meds that my doctor prescribed with me and im taking them. I have hemorrhoids as well and under medication for that.