Hi
I am taking 20mg of cit, almost at the end of the third week.
I had a awful day yesterday. I went back to bed in the morning i felt tired had headache and felt sick. I got into bed and i would have been happy if i didn't wake up. spent the rest of the day feeling sick and tearful and not on the same planet as everyone else.
To-day i feel very sick, tired and have a slight headache. While i'm typing this i am trying to fight back the tears. I just want to know if things do get better.
Hi Madmouse
Keep going for a while because i didnt feel any better until i was about 8 weeks in and then i got better and better all the time. I have been on 20mg for about 6 months now and it is working like a dream. Ever time I think this is the happiest I have been in my life I seem to get better. Its not a synthetic fake feeling of happiness its more like a feeling of being relaxed and secure and being able to appreciate things. Once you get to that stage you'll feel like you want to go out and meet people and see things and take on new hobbies and do all the things that seemed empty before or you maybe like me even thought you didnt enjoy them. Its slow progress for a few months but I am so glad i did this because a feel like a new improved version of myself and have loads of energy which I had none of before. I also was told by my doctor that if the pills are working and they keep you on until you are completely normal there is absolutely no reason why the depression should ever come back, which was a huge relief to me as I thought I would have to battle with it all my life and believe me my depression was not mild and I had been suffering for over 10 years so please hold in there and believe that its going to get better!
Thank-You Lauren.
it's nice to know that there is light at the end of the tunnel. I will keep going and look forward to doing all of things i seem to missing out on.
please read my survivor story from september it may help x