Don't know what is this

Mental health
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I feel nothing but routine and sadness like someone is grabbing my heart inside every bone of me is uncomfortable i love all the people around me but i don't want then any near now i needed to talk to somebody I've been like that for a week now

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if you need to talk, you can message me im here if you need to

3

you speak to us, we will listen…

4

Its okay to be alone and want to be alone., i feel the same way. I think this stems from bad connections in our pasts. I feel the need to be alone so i can reflect on things and i will see my family again one day in the future. I do not know if my family love me but i love them.