Driving m crazy, second time hsv1 herpes?

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So after a risky encounter with an ex this appeared after 6 months, first photos with the clear bump, i felt my body a little numb, got tested and i had antibodies just for hsv 1 igg- 160, hsv 2 igg negative, hsv 1-2 negative. Felt itchy and burning, it didnt ulcerate so a could swab it, it didnt sting when i peed, Hurt only when i touched it. 7 months later i have this, itchy when it appeared a little burning, hurts only when i touch it, doesnt sting when i pee, îs a bump just like the first. Also my body feels numb, Last days a spent 2 nights drinking and not sleeping to much and from what i heard this îs the moment herpes apoear. But for example last month o had covid and it was far worse and nothing appeared. If a do a igm test now it can show an active outbreak?

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