What about the emotions this brings up, I don't feel I will have a relationship or sex ever again, the man I was involved with wouldn't get tested, so of course it seems he knew he had it, he said he understood and that we were in it together!!! hmmm but, I insisted on condoms as I din't want to keep getting outbreaks. I think he was lying, but I don't really know!!! I'm no longer with him. I feel dirty, I now find it impossiple to touch myself,/ vagina. So do I stay single now for the rest of my life.
Everybody feels that way at first. We all really do. Thanks u will go through a grieving process and eventually come to acceptance. I highly recommend creating an account on H Opportunity and see all the positive support stories on there w people disclosing and having relationships.
I feel the exact same way, but I'm still with my boyfriend and he keep telling me the same thing but I can't help but to think other wise.....I'm still waiting on my results to kno if I really have it or not r is it jus a really bad allergic reaction to something. But I truly understand where u r cumn from.
I feel for you. Although I'm married and not confirmed yet but clinically dr. Said it looks like it. I've been freaking out for four days now. Trying to understand how who when and why. I don't even want to leave my house. Sex is a turn off now. I guess idk what to say. But from what I've read you don't have to be single forever. Maybe there is a website to meet ppl that share the same thing that you can meet. This is all new to me. I haven't even even excepted it yet myself. Sorry.