Im in a bad way and im actually crying, really crying. I had a fit today and i actualluy thought inmight go blind, they come home first thing they do checl electric see how much i use, i used none, i been sick laying on floor unable yo even get up for two hours. was supposed to do new routine tomorrow to het back on route now theres a problrm with me doing that. i been yelled at, told im actung stupid for trying ti follow routine, i tried talking ti three people and finaly got it im only allowed to talk to them whrn it fits in with their time. i cant evem get in the shower to coo, down. im exhausted. i dont wantto wake up. If this is feeling i dont want it, screw the medicine. im sorry for spelling. im sorry for crap post. i go CAB tuesday. if i cant follow routine here i got to find somewhre else. Hope you ladies and gents are ok.
Oh Nick, I am so sorry things are this bad for you, I don't know what to say. What is the routine that you are trying to follow? It seems very important to you.
I am sure you will get lots of advice if you keep reading, I just wanted to give my support and tell you that I feel for you.
Take care and try not to worry about things too much.
I will keep you in my thoughts,
Pat.
nick go to your doctors and get them to help you
I will go Tues I cant go tomorrow, if I got things yo do I try to go out fo it in one day appointments wise. Last time that happened had to go see about eyes and got told had toothpaste round mouth lol. Saw Dr same day. See even getting orgganisrd I scr ew up lol.
Thanks Pat and zpaul, don't know why my reply d being moderated I'm sure I didn't swear. Lol. Routine is needed to keeep me going steady, Nick.
Nick, have you been drinking? I am not being judgmental....I just wondered.
Glad you didn't swear....LOL.
Pat
No drink, just tired, eyesight shot to hell, sorry, this phone usually corrects spelling. Sorry Pat, Nick.if I can manage I migt go hospital tomorrow, eyes started to hurt quite a bit.
Xxxxx