Feeling down just want everything be ok again

Past few years it seems nevering been going right and the past few days it seems like that all over again when I thought things were getting lot lot lot better 

Have you considered that you are perhaps suffering with an anxiety problem, and that this may require the assistance of your doctor before you get any relief from it?

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Hi 2 coat, you've been down again for a few days - that's ok - there is a way forward and I'm glad ur reaching out here and thinking about medical advice... How did u know when things were better? What was that like?