Hello everyone, I woke this morning feeling really tearfull again in pain and so down :cry:I am really tired, so cold and feel really lost, thinking about my mum alot, just want to talk to someone face to face about it all but just get sent away with more medication which I hate, they make me feel worse :cry: feel like I am on a roundabout that is going so fast that I cannot get off :cry: :cry: Please help :cry: :cry:
Oh Cats Eyes I'm so sorry you're feeling so sad and unwell :hug:
Have you asked whether your GP could refer you for some counselling?
A lot of surgeries have counsellors either on-site or in a nearby surgery....sometimes there is a longish waiting list but at least you'd know you were in the system then. :ok:
Otherwise, what about ringing Cruse - they are specialists in a all forms of bereavement and could either speak to you on the phone (I think) or suggest someone near you who you could go and see.
Meanwhile, lots of hot drinks, hot water bottle, duvet, and maybe look up support people in your area on the internet.... :coffee: :tea:
It's lovely and sunny here today, although, yes , it is very cold, which doesn't help our aches and pains at all does it...... :weird:
I do hope you start to feel a bit better soon
Take care of yourself :cheerup:
Oh cats eyes, I'm so sorry you are feeling so miserable and unhappy and missing your dear mum so 
I think you must ask for some form of counselling as Daisy suggests ... it's absolutely nothing to be ashamed of and so many bereaved folk have been helped tremendously. Do follow up what Daisy has suggested, particularly Cruse ..... I have heard they are excellent.
You need to share and talk over your grief with someone who is not within your family unit and did not know your mother .... I'm sure you can be helped, so please do try.
This horrible cold winter is doing nothing to help any of us, and the fact that we are so restricted in what we can do means that we have that much more time to dwell on things.
Take care and do hope you find some much-needed help soon.
Katie xx :cuddle: :hug:
CE, I really do understand, especially about wanting your mum. But I am not in a position to offer help atm as I feel as wretched as you do just now.
Hang in there x
oh cats eyes im sorry you're having such a bad time
it really does sound as if your bereavement is exacerbating your symptoms - maybe some counselling would be a really good idea?
sending you a big hug
T :cuddle:
Of course, why didn't I think of it. I am so stupid.
It is coming up to my birthday and the anniversary of when mum died. That's why I feel crap and also why CE feels crap. We are missing our mums.
:cuddle: for Cats Eyes
Hug to you, Alicia :hug: and to Cats Eyes :hug:
Isn't it strange how we \"know\" these anniversaries even when we don't think we're aware of them? :rose:
Hello dear friends, thank you again for all your kindness, sorry to here that some of you are all feeling low with this terrible illness, you have all made me feel a little better, I see my pyschologist soon so I will have a chat to her about things, she is really nice. Its snowing really bad outside really thick too 8) wish I was somewhere sunny and hot with all you lot 8) big hugs to you all :cuddle:
[quote:c58d2353e5=\"alicia\"]Of course, why didn't I think of it. I am so stupid.
It is coming up to my birthday and the anniversary of when mum died. That's why I feel crap and also why CE feels crap. We are missing our mums.
:cuddle: for Cats Eyes
big big cuddles for you too alicia :cuddle: and a big kiss too :smooch: :D
:hug: Cats Eyes
:hug: Alicia
We are thinking of you :cheerup: :cheerup:
Thank you all. I love you guys. I wish you were near enough to visit.