feeling miserable

Had a good weekend, anxiety tried to sneak in, but I pushed through the best way I could. My daughter is right back with me and I'm happy. This morning I feel horrible and feel like crying, I use to feel so normal now I feel horrible and I can't cope. I have so much I want to do and every five mins I feel like im dying which scares the crap out of me. My birthday is tomorrow and I'm not even feeling all that great, feeling this way really sucks I don't know what to do anymore. I do go to counseling and I enjoy talking to her, just want to be normal again.

dont worry you will feel yourself again soon. ill admit im not feeling too great atm but trying to keep myself busy and motivated 

It's amazing how our emotions can change so quickly. Not having a good day so I know how you feel.

Just trying to stay strong for my baby and husband

Thanks for your understanding

Its so hard to put on a brave face sometimes. My husband does get frustrated with me as he just doesn't understand depression. No one does unless they've suffered themselves.

Praying things get better my daughter has a play date so that's giving me something to do