Feeling so so depressed

ive suffered depression and off and always beat it, but this is unreal, i usually exercise to beat it but i cant even begin to describe the amount of pain my body is in :frowning: we dont deserve this ladies, plus because my anxiety is at an all time high ive convinced myself i have thyroid problems, got it all checked months back and i do have a nodule but most women do, all tests came back normal, what happens to us eh, im not the same girl that had a broken arm and didnt go the hospital for days! now i have a bruise and think its a blood clot!!! it doesnt help when docs tell you for over a year its just anxiety, im sorry for moaning and really dont want to bring anyone down sorry xx

and now i have restless legs, like i didnt know i had high estrogen anyway what with the fibroids etc :frowning:

Hi,
I am so sorry you feel this way. I think I get it. I have felt so depressed too. I am not functional and it feels very tiring. I don’t find joy in anything because I am always in some kind of physical discomfort or pain. Now it has gotten to a point where I feel like sh.., all the time! It use to be around periods only, !now it is constantly. I try to ask doctors and the just give me the “crazy patient” look and ignore! :frowning: I just put one foot in front of the other but sinking down fast.

aw bless you, i hate that we have to feel like this, and yes i was the same, getting the odd random better day, now none, i do try to crack on and do things to help myself, like walking, music, vitamins, eat healthy, drink plenty of water, epsom salt baths, and i cbt myself to death, but seems so pointless right now, really hope you get a better day soon x

I had one restless arm the other night, is that even a thing? :flushed_face:

haha aw sarah with this literally anything goes x

Yeah I think your right :joy: