Hi there,
I thought I would write and try and give some people a little bit of hope when starting out on flu as I know it’s what I really needed to hear when I started.
I have now been back on flu for 35 days and let me tell you it was a bumpy ride. I was first on flu in 2016 for severe post natal depression after the birth of my daughter and came off it after exactly a year. Unfortunately after being med free for 8 months it all got too much and I hit a massive low with all my issues dragging me back down, I was a anxious depressed mess. So back to the drs and back on flu as it worked for me last time. Now let me tell you up to day 21 ish it was absolute hell I had every side effect going insomnia, nausea, no appetite, diarrhoea, the shakes, ridiculously raised anxiety, headaches, fatigue honestly awful awful awful, I couldn’t get out of my bed as it was so bad I had to take 3 weeks off work I just couldn’t function at all I honestly thought it was never going to end, I even went back to the drs and they wanted to change my meds to sertroline due to the bad side effects I was experiencing I even filled out the prescription but the more I thought about starting all over again with a new med the more I panicked so I decided to stick with flu for at least a month. So glad I did.
So here’s the good part I’m now on day 35 and I feel soooo much better I am functioning almost completely normally I’m out of my bedroom and even back to work I can’t say I feel 100% better but compared to how I was before starting back on flu and during the 1st three weeks of side effects it has been worth sticking it out I don’t really have any of the awful side effects now they all wore off about the 2.5 week mark and my mood and anxiety started to improve each day from about the 3 week mark (the mornings I know are sooo hard unbearable almost but they do get better)
So If you can get through the first three weeks please know you will start to feel better each day I know it seems impossible and you want to give up but please stick with it you will be so thankful you did. I hope this little post helps someone struggling with the start up as I know I was googling everything and glued to reading posts and the positive ones really helped me.
One more thing I will say is please don’t struggle in silence speak to your family and gp they are there to help and if you really can’t handle the side effects have a chat with your gp as flu isn’t for everyone, but I will say try giving it atleast a month before you change meds as it’s a slow med to kick in.
Wishing you all good luck on your flu journey and hoping you feel better soon ( which I know you will) . Xxx