Hello All,
About 18 weeks ago I had unprotected sex with a man I didn't know The status. After sex, I freaked out because it was while I was drunk. I don't remember anything. & if I was sober it wouldn't of happened. I feel it wasn't consensual. I actually know it wasn't consensual. The last thing I remember was asking him his status, he assured me he was clean. The next day I asked him to take an oraquick test and he denied it. He told me he had just been to the doctor a week ago, and he was okay. Something didn't trust him, maybe because he wasn't someone I wanted to sleep with in the firs t place so again I asked why he wouldn't take the test. And he told me to just trust him everything was ok. A couple days go by and I went to the ER because I had feel feeling my nodes and thought they were swelling. Doctors told me they weren't but noticed my heasrt rate was high and I was just freaking out. I've been touching my nodes since then & it's day 18. 2 weeks after I texted him again begging him to send me results of a test to help ease my mind a little and to my surprise he did this time. It was a antigen test. Fourth generation. Non reactive. Calmed me down for a little. The date the test was taken aligned with the time he said he had been to the doctor as well. So now, I'm still freaking out. I'm constantly looking at my tounge which seems a little white, not thrush but a little white. I have a lot of phlegm in my throat. No sore throat tho. Just can't clear it. No fever. No outbreaks, everytime I feel something in my arms I feel it's my nodes in my arm pit swelling but nothing there. I'm constantly touching the node on my neck which isn't sore but I swear it's swollen. I took an oraquick test Tuesday which was 16 days after potential exposure and of course came back negative.
Am I overthinking by a long shot or is it logical to be the way I am being?