Hello everyone,
So i have a anxiety disorder for almost 2 years now and I have surfert from mental abuse (mostly!) for 8 years. I’m a 19 years old guy.
I fight and struggle against the anxiety everyday and sometimes I think really hard about the future. I’m a very insecure person, but only for my personality not my lookings. I stopped school and work sadly I couldnt keep it because of my anxiety disorder. I also think i have ADD because I am really chaotic, live inside my head and got the feeling that my thoughts are so intense that i cant focus on them. In my family there are people who got add btw.
I closed myself for actually all my life from contact of girls. Ive got enough attention in the past but due the fact i have a anxiety disorder i think i look really repulsive. I dont dare to talk to girls because i am really ashame because of my anxiety disorder and I think my life is a big mess. This makes me really unhappy, because my friends go on with their lifes and i stand still for 2 years. My first thought is to first get a job and school and after that to look further. But at the moment its to much to start with school and work again, because my anxiety is too high. I feel so unhappy...
Pls can somebody give me advise how to go further with my life? I got therapy for a psychologist for a year now and i take fluoxetine, but i got the feeling i stand still. Btw if something isnt clear or written correctly let me know because english isnt my first language.
Thx in advance