Genital hsv1

I have hsv1 in my genital area i wanna kill my boyfriend because i know he did it on purpose. Here are my results can some one explain them please

herpes hsv1 says naa....then positive

Genital herpes says negative i took a genital herpes culture it came positive for hsv1

Well it sounds like you have hsv 1 down in your private areas .

The good thing is you don't have as many breakouts down there ... And you don't shed as much .

Your boyfriend that infected you are y'all still together ?

Why would he do this purposely ?

i dont know why he would but i wanna kill him this hurt