Getting really tired of this.

Have been on Citrolopam for 6 weeks for Anxiety/Depression. I had a health scare and have been very frightened about my health.

I am 30, never smoked, dont drink. But i lost both my parents to cancer, they were in their late 50s but still. Through my investigations i have has Xrays, Ekgs, a colonoscopy and a CT scan (chest-abdomin-Pelvis), and blood work. All is clear, lungs good, organs good, no malignancies, bloods are super healthy, colonoscopy totally clear, ekg fine.

But, since i got my CT results, my breathing(which was the big problem) has gone, but since, my throat muscles feel constantly tight, and i feel like i am constantly swallowing. This morning i threw up, but it was just mucous, it is spring time and i am alergic to pollen but since my throat wont stop bothering me (its been a few weeks) im getting very tired. I beleive in my city i have been flagged as a hypochondriac by the hospital, as last time i went they seemed more annoyed than anything. My GP has me on 10 mg of cit, which i think is too low, so does my therapist, but he said he wants to give it more time to kick in. Im also on GERD medication, but have never really had symptoms of acid reflux.

Im worried i have throat, thyroid or esophogus cancer, though i acknowledge my liklihood is quite remote for all of these. I have been told my symptoms are similar to Globus which is an anxiety/depression phonomenon but what can i do?

Do i go back to my GP and ask for more tests? I guess an endoscopy is all that is left. But a clear CT scan should mean im fine.

Just so frustrated, when will the medication work? When will i feel normal again>

I have had the lump in throat feeling too it's very annoying and most likely to be your anxiety as your worrying I also have suffered on and off with health anxiety my whole life so a know what your going through the only time I was ever able to put it to bed was test to say all clear as then you just stop thinking about it and it goes away eventually I've had the endoscopy to ans it's over and done with so quick mine was for my stomach tho but same thing really...hope you feel better it's horrible to go through what your going through on a daily basis.. it's good you have councilling and if the meds work that be good also they put me on sertraline but they made me ill am now going through withdrawals to get off them and between the side effects and withdrawals and health anxiety not been fun... they say can take up to 8 weeks sometimes for them to kick in tho everybody's different... hope you feel better

I hope you solve the issues you are undergoing to start off I had a lump on my throat feeling which is called globus sensation (lump feeling) always swallowing even though nothing is there. At the time I was prescribed valium and Xanax and those were the only things that would make it go away. Overtime it completely went away once I got in a diet. Sense my doctors told me it was also caused by GERD acid reflux. The only thing i suffer from now is shortness of breath feeling which is very annoying...

Get assessed by a psychiatrist. Your answers you seek are in your fears. You seem to be fine getting physcial tests now get assessed for where the problem truely lies. Way better and smarter to get aa handle on all this, fear is cruel.

Hi Steve,

Please take a look at my post on Globus which may help

https://patient.info/forums/discuss/my-experience-with-globus-hystericus-pharyngis-34900