Going through serious depression and partner of 5 years breakup with me...heartbroken and so hurt...

Hi...ive never wrote on a forum before...2 months ago i was signed of work with bad depression (as if theres such a thing as a 'good' depression lol) anyway my partner...who has been with me for 5 years and we have a four yr old together as well as my two teenagers from a previous marriage..has yesterday finished our relationship...it has broken me more than ive ever known and cant seem to cope with it yet at all...ontop of the depression i now have this to contend with....my emotions are all over the place and am just so hopeless....not eating or sleeping etc...it like a rug has been pulled from under me and i have not one clue what to do!! It sucks big tine and am looking for some sort of comfort or advice or just a hug 😢😢😢 ive currently upped my dose of fluoxitine to 40 mg and am praying to get some relief

Many hugs to you. I know what you’re going through and I feel SO for you as being left by someone you love is just devastating. 

Stay strong for your kids, take Xanax to cope the next couple of weeks if you have and write down your feelings here whenever <3

Hi

So sorry to hear what a bad time you are having.  We are all here for you whenever you want to talk or need support x

Thankyou so much for replying...means alot...its definently a very tough time...we have had our issues but i didnt think id react so strongly to the breakup...i knew it was going to happen and i dont know if the feelings are worse because of the depression or the breakup...ive cried more than i thought possible in one day...im not usually so weepy xxx

Thankyou my dear...life can be so so cruel...people keep saying its not the end of the world but boy does it feel like it...xxx

You must feel horrible! to leave someone that’s depressed is just... not ok. 

Yeah its horrible...hes not a bad man and treated me good...it just wasnt working...im wondering is it the fear of being a single parent again thats really my issue...im terrified that i will fail and not cope...he has decided to stay here till im back on my feet or untill another place becomes available for him..which could take a while around here

Hugs n hugs from me 💝 sorry to hear about what u going through😔hang in there flouxetine is a life saver to me im on it 40mg a day for 3 years now . U are in the right track.

Keep calm 😙