Sorry, that sounded like a real dig at health professionals..............sorry, really just a dig at the god damn hairdresser that ran away with my dosh.
Oh yup, while I am here ranting to myself about how crap my life is....I cant help but think, does my CPN remeber my case? Does she know the full story? Do any of them actually know the full story? Why have a professional body to deal with it all if they diont even try to find out 100 percent exactly what is going on, before a missdiagnosis is made and more suicides are commited.
Right, Ill just like to POINT THIS OUT
I was 4yeras old, my mother was called to nursery cause i was not socialising (AS MUCH AS I DO NOT WANT TO ADMIT THIS, bpd is what I was then) Unable to socialise. Only wanted to please other people, HERE i AM 28 YEARS LATER STILL REEPING THE CONSEQUENCES, here i am trying to get help, for something that nobody has ever explained to me.......why the eff did I do a psychs degree. What was it to waist my tome????????>??????????????? Sorry and while i :steam: on, I would like to add(my mother did not abuse me). My mother worked hard, was in a difficult position herself, and did not have it easy........so what ever service you ARE TRYING TO PROVIDE, please ,make sure you have the correct facts before deciding someone elses future, While I rant on about this , I would likre it to be noted that some services have tot\alyy failed peopple, some parents have had their OWN children removed from them, for their children to be maltreated in HOMES, institutions that create very sick individuals, as their carer was sick ....They could have been perfectly normal had the correct diagnosis been made.. I may add to this, that my very own father was brought up under thio system of control. I would like it to be noted that hiis brother commited suicide, his brother who, wrote english literature, and you probabbly tuck up in bed at night and read him.
So while I cant drive and do not intend to ever sit with a steering wheel in front of my 2 eyes whilst I can only focus one way, I watch my own mother with perfect vision being knocked into by accident prone people , (who quite frankly do not give a damn about other people).
BEFORE PEOPLE SET JUDGEMENT ABOUT SOMETHIN, PLEASE FIND OUT THE FULL FACTS BEFORE CREATING AN OPINION. i AM SICK OF THIS WORLD.
Emski, babe, I jhope they treat your burns properly, I understand. Take care of you, Katy.