.......and guess who I have to cuddle.......HAPPY......(wosh I could put him in my profile/picture thing, (but, me ...duh!) dont know how!!!
Melbi......HAPPY MOTHERS DAY :lol: :lol: :lol: Does it work.....sleeping beside the cats?????( :oops: :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol: )
TAKE CARE......(Heres hoping he doesnt get drunk, batter me...or demand that other (bluh!) filth...will be on a nerve all day!!
Oh...I forgot to mention (I had a great time with my mum yestereday....she thought I was going to the docs....she thought I was pregnant :lol: :lol: :lol: NO MUM......ONLY ANXIOUS!!!!!! :lol: :lol: :lol:
Lost me appetite!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ate half a biscuit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thinking, stop punishing yourself...you have not been well...(if only hed lsten, taken an interest!!!!!!! Hurts me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) Now I dont give a turd if he could not care less...and i gues hes right...when he sai...
\"What do you care????|\" :oops: :oops: :oops: :oops:
Hey Tiny Tears, Mother's Day can be a physical thing, as in lots of cards, or it can be a feeling in your heart, like when you know your kids love you and nothing else matters. It is but one day in a whole year. I have learned not to make it a big deal, then I'm not disappointed. I had lovely cards from 2 of my kids, and nothing at all from the 3rd, who, quite frankly, even though she's my daughter and I love her, I don't like her at all.
I've not been on here recently because I've felt so down. I didn't get that job I so o o wanted, and I was gutted, and went into my shell for a few days. I'm out of it now, and once more looking for another one, but I was told that my age was against me, and my qualifications too specialised, so they are meaningless. Huh! :evil: But, life goes on, I'm back out to buy the paper today. Other people don't understand that it is difficult to keep a happy face on all the time for everyone...it only takes one little thing to upset the fine balance, then you are back at the beginning. Not feeling sorry for myself, just wanted to get that out onto paper, it helps.
I hope you're not so bad today. It's sunny here, so 8)
Hey ginantonic 16, yeah...I am not soo good today either, i know what you mean work...and hiding away...I do that to.
I was not really that bothered fussed about it being mothers day, there was far too much going on. We had his family over, had some champagne,,,, when they all left...I knew it was going to be doom.....if only his effing stupid mother had phoned!!!!!! (If she had phoned him, then none of this would not have happened......).
If whatever hes got is genetic, then I have no doubt in my mind, that she probably forgot his birthday, and is sitting in a huff because her son did not phone her........i MEAN, WHY SHOULD i HAVE TO SUFFER BECAUSE OF HER NEGLIGENCE (Thats what it is all about.....) Now, I really want out. My dad is coming over today, ill have topretend everything is fine as he cant take much stress in his life either!!!
I had terrible thoughts today, after I dropped my children of at school, I started to cry walking home, stoppped, some woman I knew started to talk to me......hmmmmmmmmmm, I cant even remeber what that was...........she must be wondering why I am such a lunatic!!
I am thinking this is not me, I cant go on like this !!!! I just do not want to hurt my children..... Why was I sooo foolish when I was younger????/What was I thinking???