hi!
Can't recall how long I have been on 40mg/day now - just over a week or so... I did say on my last post that things were looking up, but I am feeling really hazy on how I feel.
I was struggling to work out who I actually am, trying to please others all the time, doing favours, lending a listening ear, being indecisive. Now I am even more confused since upping the flu and although day-to-day living is brighter, I have no idea who I really am...?! Does that sound familiar?! Anyone else felt like this?
Defo still not at the motivated stage, yet! I am hoping that the side effects ease over the next couple of weeks and things clear a bit.
:?
Cheers
Hi Miss Jojo
Sorry, i meant to reply to your 1st post. So you have the muzzy feeling then?
This does wear off in time - its a strange feeling though. 40mgs is working for me (most of the time). Stick with it, it will be worth it.
I didn't find i got many other side effects except the nausea headaches and now even they are few and far between.
Chin up chuck
Best wishes
Hi MP!
Thanks for the words of encouragement! It really helps to know that there are other people going around that have an idea what this feels like!
\"Normal\" (whatever that is?) people just don't get it!
Sounds silly but I am sometimes finding it surprising to find myself in a good mood for more than a couple of hours like previously, or if something pee's me off I don't let it ruin my whole day! It seems its been so long that I actually don't know what to do when I am feeling like that! It's a nice dilema to have tho, eh!? 
The side effects (headache, dry mouth, weird dreams) seem to be subsiding a bit now and I am hoping I will be able to report back to the Doc in a couple of weeks that 40mg/day is indeed the way to go!
What would help immensly is if my \"get up and go\" would come back!!
Ta much!
Jojo
Hi Jojo
Your welcome. Hmm, what is normal? but i know what you mean. Now that you mention it, i'm suprised that it now doesn't take me until lunchtime to 'get with it'. Mornings were always the worst for me but now i'm quite jolly. I find i have flash tempers and just walk away from situations rather than let them play on my mind. That sounds like progress for the both of us.
You have to give yourself 'me time' and basically be selfish, not trying to please others all the time. Difficult i know but its self preservation. Got to look after number one! :wink: :roll: :oops:
MP x