After jumping on my trampoline yesterday, I felt my heartbeat (it’s a addiction) but when I felt it, I swear to god it was murmuring like crazy. Every beat was making this shhhushhing sound with the beat. I had an adrenaline rush, ran inside to my mom to tell her to feel my heart she said it was fine, so when I felt it, it went back to normal!!! I dont know what that was!
Back in January when I went to my second pediatric cardiologist, one of the assistant cardiologists to the actual doctor felt my heart and said there was a murmur, but that soo many young adults have them and it’s nothing to worry about. No other doctor has mentioned a murmur except her. So im just scared I might have some valve defect and then Im gonna have a heart failure and die or I have some type of cardiomyopathy!!!
Ive been to many doctors, done more EKG’s than most people have. I think like.. 6 actual EKG’s, one echo in august, and one stress test, plus 4 week moniter, holter too. So yeah.
Listen, I might be blowing things out of proportion, but even the doctor said I might have innapropriate sinus tachycardia or SVT, because my heart beats faster than normal for my age.
Im just scared while Im playing sports I will drop dead like famous athletes have. And I cant get my mind off the murmur. I get panic attacks during exercise, well thats what my parents say, but I still think its either some sign that my heart is failing, or something like SVT.
These panic attacks started last July in the middle of my soccer match. There was 5 minutes left, I sprinted down the field got the ball and scored. And while I was celebrating with my friends, everything felt off. I dont remember feeling my heart rate, so I dont know how fast it was going to be if it could have been SVT. I felt numb all over my body and kept pinching myself to see if I could still feel my body. My hearing dulled. I couldnt feel my legs. So I just ran off the pitch, trembling and shaking like crazy. Ive only had two of these attacks that were reall bad and they were both during soccer when I wasnt anxious at all.
The fastest my heart has ever gone was in the 230’s to 240’s. But Im a teen so I dont know if that is normal. I just need advice so pls help.
P.S those attack only happen 90% time with exersize, and thats why I dont really know if my heart suddenly returns to normal rhythm because my heart is initally beating fast through exersize.