Hi everyone
So I'm coming to terms that I have health anxiety; having a manic year so fare, with so many physical symptoms, such as tingling hands and feet, crawling full over body sensation and constant ice pike headaches to name a couple, MS scare, MRI done all clear.
So mentally it has been pretty much a high manic.. And docters have said it was all anxiety related.
I think after Having the results of the MRI was when the health anxity really kicked in..
I have become focused even obsessed about finding out what was really going on.. Physically. and it's making me Ill; developing more symptoms than before digestive problems, aches and pains twitching.
Anyway I have convinced I had so much going on, like eye cancer, due to a spot I found, had to go to three different eye docters before finally being able to stop believing.
HIV ect
Bowl cancer..
And most recently skin cancer, due to all my moles looking like they are changing getting bigger ect. I found myself this evening paiding privately to see a Docter who specialise in the field who examined me and said I was find before hand tho the visit I went to my GPs and saw three doctors who would not refer me.
I walk out of the office and for the first time this year cried, not for joy or anythink like that at all.. The reason being that I am so confessed about the person who I have become.. Apart of me doesn't believe the Docters and wanting to go for a seconds opinion.
Anyway I find myself in a position where I'm starting to think taking medication might even help. I have refused prior. I can't stop myself feeling this way and switching off, and the twitching is driving me crazy...
I started counselling last week have second appointment tomorrow..
I was given sertraline to take but haven't ordered it yet.
Wondered if anyone has taken this with health anxiety..
Thank you for reading