hello I’m 30 and I’ve been living with health anxiety for over 10 years now and I cant take it anymore I’m tired of thinking I have cancer or that I’m going blind of that my heart will stop at any given moment right now I fear cancer skin cancer anything you name it even spots that’s been on my body since I e been little freak me out and I’ll obsess over them for months and months until I find something new to freak out about its literally a never ending cycle and it wont stop I’m just so emotionally tired it should t be this way I have a great family and a boyfriend who actually loves me I’m in college I should be happy and loving life yet hear I am writing on this forum I dont want to take pills anymore I’ve switched to CBD because it’s more natural but idk I just want to live my life and not have this burden suicide isn’t an option because I know I have to have a purpose here
hi! just wanted to reply to you to say i can totaly relate !! im in the same boat, i have had health anxiety for 3 years, it started whn my 1st baby waa born, i have really suffered , it literally consumes me ,
im cutrently having a “bad patch” am waiting for a scan on tuesday at the breast clinic as i have been having arm pit pain, im convinced i havw breast cancer , and to top it off my little
boy broke a mirror today ao im xonvinced i will have bad news on tuesday 
i literally think about cancer alllllll day, i spend hours on google , and obsess about every pain or minor symptom.
everything is doom
and gloom i find it so hard to carry on with normal life and be fun /happy for my kiddies , its so horrible , i wish i could flixk a switch and be more chilled !
i know how you feel, your not alone !! feel free to message any time if u want a
vent
thank you so much I’m glad I’m not alone in this awful fight that um currently losing