Heart Transplant

Hi Everyone once again I am here asking for advise 

I have been dealing with heart issues since 2014 I had heart attacks, heart failure , and now I have heard I might need a Heart Transplant my EF is 9.6 it was scary to hear that and I am scared ,last month I was placed a Difibulator and a Pacemaker and I am on several Meds, I am 44 years old I shouldn't be living this 😄 I wonder so many things I know I have to accept what ever comes and I have faith but I am worried 

This is very hard for you. I heard one great story when I was in having my angiogram. The nurse said that they had a patient that had a heart transplant and 20 years later had another one and is doing well. I think a heart transplant is the scariest of all.

When I was waiting to see my doctor recently I was speaking to a man of about 70 who had a transplant over 20 years ago. He had lived a very normal life since.

When you are going through this yourself, it is hard to think of the miracle of it and the hope for the future.