i just cant live like this anymore...i just cant
Hey, you're not alone I feel the exact same way. What's bothering you most?
this....
This Site ?
Dear Paul, take it from all of us here ... you are NOT alone, even though you may feel like it, What is the main problem for you? Is it the lack of medication or the medication itself which is causing the problems? Im pretty sure that we all go through times when we cant live the way that we are, but with a little help from others, we CAN overcome it and feel as though we have someone there for us. I know that its very difficult, but could you tell us what is wrong to make you feel like this? Do you feel suicidal? If you do, there is no shame in this... we have all felt like this from time to time but you WILL get through it. If you havent seen a doctor then PLEASE make an appointment to go and at least talk to them, They are your first port of call when you feel as bad as you do, but remember that if anyone on here can help you in any way, then I know that everyone would. PLEASE let us know how you get on wont you, and how you are feeling? Good luck and I shall remember you in my prayers tonight,..but remember DONT give up on hope. Tomorrow is another day to get through and you WILL, no matter how hard it seems to be at the moment.
Its going to get better. Ask for professional help and peer support like this forum. We are here for you. Sorry you are having such a bad day. You can get through this. Even crying a lot is a natural calming function. Sure wish I could get you urgent help because I know how much effort it takes to get help yourself. But you must. Even if it means hospital. I ve been there and it is ok. Better than despair and misery. You are unwell so please get help to feel better.
hey paul - where else would you be able to talk to aussies new zealanders and everyone else :P
I had a bad few times at Christmas where I was doing nothing. nothing was being produced, so I got the impression I was worthless.
I was tired, i'm a natural night worker, so when I go on leave I always do the up till 3am thing no one up at that time so it was very negative..
Finally got my finger out and played a few DVD's - not just movies but documentaries which forced me to think about something else than where I was then.
This site will be negative its job is to give you an opportunity to say HEY this hurts, and have others help you to work out what to do.
Me - i'm also seeing this site as an interesting opportunity to see patterns in whats being said - diet, ie fish oil. Peoples types of neegative reactions and how to overcome them etc.
Use this site for whatever you want, but you are doing something so thats good and positive!
this god awful existence we call life......its pretty bad
Paul you can't summarize it like that.....and pls Don put a full stop and where you think you life should end....there is so much ahead of u....somehow when there is Good there is also bad....but we should use the good parts to make us stronger and to help us grow.....nOt the bad Bad ones which bring us down and destroys us....how are u doiNg
Thanks for the specifics. They particualarly help in the aiding to getting closer to your help. They also directly show how much you neccessarily desire help. I also commendate your replies and comments throughout this thread, as each is increasingly more helpful than the last.
Optimal Wishes,
Ava
yes yes, jesus loves me blah blah stfu! when am dead an cremated i wont be looking above! i belong downstairs....with all the decent people whos chose not to believe in that ideolgy
am done totally done, sorry
Hello Paul, it's 2015, it's your year bro ! Get up, dress up and fight for your dream, never give up, be strong ! )
Paul the fact your on here means you are taking a step to get better. Think about how happy you have been prior to this and if you belief you will get better.