HELP, I’m so anxious can’t stop crying

hi, so i posted on here in may about the same issue which seemed to have gotten far better however my anxiety will not let it go:'( i am terrified of vulva cancer and have convinced myself that i have it on my clitoris, as i have had this mark for ages im such a mess, can someone please help to reassure me? im 21 and i do have a gyno appt but waiting for my letter thank you:( pics attached

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to note-i have bad health anxiety and it is around my genital area mostly as i was raped by an ex partner
i have been with my current partner for 2 years now and he is so kind and patient with me being so anxious
it doesnt hurt to touch unless i poke about for ages, im such a mess panicking

help