Help iv just recently found out iv got GH type 1

I found out last week that i have GH type 1, i have been seeing a guy for the last 6months & after unprotected sex i noticed somthing was wrong 2days later i went & got checked straight away results have come back positve for type1. Its been a horific 2weeks the pain was awful iv been so ill.

When i spoke to the guy im seeing he told me hed had it a few months before we started seeing each other but was told once it had cleared that was it. I feel like hes avoiding the topic & me which is awful because i know we cant change anything & it would be nice if we could support each other.

I want to tell my friend who im really close to im just afaid what shel think, im so embarrased about it all i feel disgusting & so alone. Somtimes i feel ok about it i know things could be worse then other times i cant stop crying & im so disapointed i let this happen i never slept around & was always careful i really trusted this guy.

Iv read so much information about it im completly overwhelmed how do i go about building up my immune system iv been feeling crap for the last 3weeks the more i think about it i get so anxious & cant sleep at night im making myself feel sick. Someone please help

Lemol Balm and Lysine helps

I have just found out I have it today I feel on my own and feel as if my friends are not going to be there for me and judge me I feel so Down I'm in total shock I have it I haven't been able to sleep either I think I'm going to get vitamin tablets for immume systems hopefully I will never have it this severe again I haven't been able to walk I was in pain Wednesday and only taken me today to get treatment as just in pain hope your Okaii it's a massive shock to me I feel horrid I really do

I know how your feeling I was in so much pain I couldn't go to work for days & I still have flu symptoms 2weeks later its awful. Then trying to deal with the guilt & other emotions on top of it all. I think I'm going to try the lysine really don't want another outbreak. It's such a shock there's so much to take in I do hope it gets better with time. stay strong