Aide, je viens de découvrir que j'ai le type 1 de GH

I found out last week that i have GH type 1, i have been seeing a guy for the last 6months & after unprotected sex i noticed somthing was wrong 2days later i went & got checked straight away results have come back positve for type1. Its been a horific 2weeks the pain was awful iv been so ill.

When i spoke to the guy im seeing he told me hed had it a few months before we started seeing each other but was told once it had cleared that was it. I feel like hes avoiding the topic & me which is awful because i know we cant change anything & it would be nice if we could support each other.

I want to tell my friend who im really close to im just afaid what shel think, im so embarrased about it all i feel disgusting & so alone. Somtimes i feel ok about it i know things could be worse then other times i cant stop crying & im so disapointed i let this happen i never slept around & was always careful i really trusted this guy.

Iv read so much information about it im completly overwhelmed how do i go about building up my immune system iv been feeling crap for the last 3weeks the more i think about it i get so anxious & cant sleep at night im making myself feel sick. Someone please help

Lemol Balm and Lysine helps

Je viens de découvrir que je l'ai aujourd'hui, je me sens seule et j'ai l'impression que mes amis ne seront pas là pour moi et me jugeront. Je me sens si triste, je suis en état de choc total. Je l'ai. Je n'ai pas pu dormir non plus. Je pense que je vais prendre des comprimés de vitamines pour le système immunitaire. J'espère ne plus jamais l'avoir aussi sévèrement. Je n'ai pas pu marcher. J'avais mal mercredi et cela m'a pris jusqu'à aujourd'hui pour obtenir un traitement, car j'avais juste mal. J'espère que tu vas bien. C'est un énorme choc pour moi. Je me sens horrible, vraiment.

I know how your feeling I was in so much pain I couldn't go to work for days & I still have flu symptoms 2weeks later its awful. Then trying to deal with the guilt & other emotions on top of it all. I think I'm going to try the lysine really don't want another outbreak. It's such a shock there's so much to take in I do hope it gets better with time. stay strong