since i woke up this morning at 5.30 i havent stopped crying :cry: :oops: , i feel very nervous , inpending doom , a part of me could just curl up and die but i dont want to die has i have my 9 year old son and its is only 8:45 in the morning
how you feeling now mum2jord ?? is the anxiety any better :huh: you'll find with depression, it's worst in the morning and gets better as the day goes on, kinda strange innit, you'ld think it should get worse as the day goes on :roll:
the trouble with any anti depressants is they tend to make you feel worse for the first few days :? but that should rapidly dissapear :ok:
if the anxiety gets too much go back to your docs straight away and ask for some diazepam (valium) he/she will give you a few days supply just to get you 'over' the worst of the anxiety, also tell your doctor EXACTLY how you feel, the doc cant help you fully unless he/she knows the FULL story :wink: :mrgreen:
keep posting mum2jord, you will get through this :ok: you will have 'ups and downs' but you have made the first biggest step towards recovering from this nasty indiscriminate debilitating illness :wink:
i feel a little better not crying so much ,but the rest is still there iam scared to tell the doctor how i really feel as i am a single parent and i dont want them thinking i am an unfit mother :oops: