help

still not sure what to do been on and of anti depressions for years still feeel like crap do nothing but argue with my wife cant deal with her past witjh past the future i feel like i have the worlds problems on shoulders and cant see any future i dont want to comit suicide but if i cant see any change then thats the only thing left. i wish all the time i wasnt born i so bored get up work home gym tea sleep repeat just cant see any future 

hi mr country sorry to hear your feeling how you are ? whats so bad about her past to make you not be able to move on ? you unfortunately have to either forget the past or you wont be able to move on ! have you back to your doctor to see if you need more help maybe the depression is getting worse ! have you also thought about one or both of you going for councilling ! i really hope you can get the help you need to be able to move on i wish you all. the luck david !

MRcountry ... No suicide . everything has an answer sometimes it just takes time to find it. Talking to someone may help u see a different point of view on things. I have been in ur shoes and there is light at the end of the tunnel. If u wanna message me private or on here I'm all ears.

hi jennifer well said in you reply could not have put it better ! david