Hemorrhoidectomy is HELL

Help i had a hemorrhoidectomy 4 days ago im in the worst pain ive ever been in i have not had a BM yet im scared to death!!!ive taken stool softners doing everything im supposed to please help does this get any better ive taken my friends xanax and got edibles to help since Texas does not have medical green here these 7,5 vicodens not helping only hot baths help me i took like 6 today anyways glad theres others going through this