Hemorrhoids

can anyone tell me what these feel like to the touch???
thank you!

Is there a picture to reference? if not what is the context; internal or external? It is notably different.

it is kind of inside and kind of outside…

like soft medium grapes which are inside your anus or outside prolapsing when you have a bowel motion but depending on how advanced are the hems

on no! mine is like half a cm and is firmer. i pray its not cancer!!

then it might be a anal fibroepithelial polyp, I have been told by the nhs that I have hems and for 6 years I was treated for hems until I decided to go private and guess what? anal fissure plus the polyp. The doctor said it’s not cancer so I trust him. I am having surgery for anal fissure plus the removal of the polyp on the 6th of november and will send the polyp for testing. I am hoping it’s not cancer but I have been tested in february by the nhs for anal cancer and it was negative so fingers crossed they didn’t misdiagnosed me, which I doubt that as in this years I would know if I have cancer. At the moment I have health anxiety which is normal because there are only 2 weeks until the surgery plus the general anesthetic OMG … I am terrified. My advice is to go to a colorectal doctor and have it checked and eliminate the doubts.
All the best