Herpes? Or WHAT IS THIS ON ME. IM MISERABLE

its almost like it came out of nowhere. im use to getting small manageable boils , it actually runs in my family with my sisters it seems from a while now.
i noticed a different period flow and certain aches my last cycle , not sure if it’s related.
one day is was uncomfortable, the next unbearable.
there’s no odor , just a lot of discharge and more PAIN than itching. i cant even sit down right.

i have one consistent sex parter .
ive never seen my vagina like this , even on her worst day.
im panicked , my anxiety is through the roof ,im scared and idk what to do other than cut it off or kill my freaking self.
DO I HAVE HERPES???

you might have herpes, you should get tested.

this is herpes