Herpes ? Please help I’m servely depressed

is it possible to get anal herpes if i hadnt did anal , its been burning to go to toliet for a while , but doctors said its a Uti Which takes longer for me to heal as im diabetic , ive been having constipation and diaherra also for a while coming up to my period so ive heen straining on the toilet , i took my period and i think i got a pad rash from my pad as the adhesive stuck to me i think , i found a rash 3 days ago the night after i started my period , ive heen putting diaper rash cream on it but now its started to scab over and i cant tell if its healing , ive been tested for herpes and doctor think its a pad rash also but now its scabbed i am concerned , please someone help me im deppresed and i cant take it no more

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this photo shows when it first appeared

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and this is it now please help

okay i actually think its just the cream ive been using as i had a look and its yellow and the cream i use is thick yellow , i think it could just be dry skin

from wiping hard from the diaherra to get remaining stool off