Well don't know what it is but I have taken a worse turn today, can't explain it just a numb feeling? Prob not helping that hubby is off for a few days and feels he has to keep perking me up, which gets annoying sometimes!
I should be so happy that I have him around? Years ago he was very much a pig headed, narrow minded idiot about depression and used to call it a weakness. But with what I have been through the last yr (not bad compared to alot of worse off people in the world) wish I could just snap out of it.
Hope some of you are having a good day looking at the blue sky! I have a job interview 2moro, hubby is getting very excited for me. I just don't want to get my hopes up and get another rejection, it's not a major job but just something to get me out there again.
lots of love
krazykat xx
Hi Krazykat
From what i remember you are in the early stages of flu. You will probably be up and down like a yo yo for the first few weeks. The damn drug has to get into the system.
It doesn't seem to matter whether the sun is shining or not. I'm sure 'numb' is a body defence mechanism. Happiness will have to wait (for me too). I'm quite content with numb and level.
Good luck for your job interview tomorrow. Let us all know how you get on.
Take care and fingers crossed
Hi Krazykat
Your husband sounds just like mine. I've been on flu for ten months now, so its been a tough year but i'm pleased to say my husband is now very supportive and understanding (as much as anyone who has not been through it can be). He also saw people with depression/anxiety as weak.
You definately will have good and bad days at the beginning but as time goes by and flu gets in your system you have more good days than bad. I wrote in my diary at the beginning whether i had a good or bad day, looking at it the other day i saw that the good ones far out weighed the bad after about 3 months i think. That does seem a long time.
Good luck for your interview tomorrow.
Let us know how you get on.
Sam x
My hubby is also supportive, but I still like being on my own quite a bit as it is sometimes an effort isn't it? Ooops, that sounds awful!
Think this is all part of depression.
Good luck for interview, there will be others if this is not meant to be :wink:
PG