okay so this all started happening after i lost my virginity in february. He wore a condom but ever since then i havent been me. i tested at 5 weeks, 10 weeks, 94 days, 108 days, 115 days and 145 days. I have a tiny pea size lymph node in neck i can feel a tiny one on the other aide as well people are saying i can get them from stress and worry and trust me ive been under lots if stress they never cane up until i was looking all over my neck for them. they just feel like peas they havent grown in 4 months! could this really all be anxiety? am i going crazy? my doctor started me in the anxiety pill lexapro. she has me seeing a therapist. people are telling me their conclusive after 90 fays but idk. PLEASE HELP
and also the guy says hes clean but idk
you really need to relax! modern hiv test results are 99.97% accurate after 8 weeks, you tested 5 times 4 months after the you had sex (with a condom)!!! you 100% don’t have hiv, what you do have is anxiety, what you are feeling right above your adams apple are 2 lymph nodes that you can feel them in everybody, also they tend to enlarge when rubbed!!! I can literally feel them right now, also…anxiety can cause them to enlarge and make you feel like you have something in the back of your throat or like you’re chocking, that’s because stress is the 1 one factor for GERD (acid reflux, another cause for gerd could be helicboacter pilory, but in your case it’s probably the stress and anxiety), also…your salivary glands are under your jaw, those also tend to enlarge from gerd or stress.
Seriously, you’re not that unique that 5 HIV tests are wrong, you don’t have HIV, if you’re experiencing other symptoms (flu like, rash etc) message me to make sure I see it, condoms are pretty safe against HIV (that again..you don’t have) but for example…herpes can be spread even with a condom through skin contact, even through kissing…that could cause flu like symptoms and cold sores, if the only thing you think you’re experiencing are those lymph notes..it’s just anxiety..so relax.
you are totally fine. Divert your attention to study or work or shows or movies. You are fine. Stop thinking about it.