So I moved to Us in 2010 since that year I haven’t been in my country Dominican Republic I started going to high school 2010 to 2014 while I was going to school I never had a job I was only focusing on school since I didn’t know English on that time I came to this country without knowing nothing at all not English So I never went to my country since I didn’t have money I didn’t work I was only going to High school I graduated 2014 and 2015 I tried to get a job so I can visit my country but I couldn’t keep my job. Due to my ocd anxiety depression and panic attacks I became more depressed and more anxiety panicks attacks were like 3 a day everyday I was so depressed because I couldn’t keep my job I think is my fault I didn’t went to my country I feel disappointed of me 
Anyway since 2015 I been home not school or work Since I can’t keep a job I hate having a anxiety disorder I dint visit my country in 2016 either not work no college no money it been 7 worse years with my disorder now we ending 2017 and I still haven’t visit I m so sad and depressed miss my family over there I don’t have money to buy flight tickets or anything I feel so disappointed Wish I was a normal person that can keep a job without anxiety without ocd and I can travel I want to travel soon but can’t without money I can’t go school I m too depressed holidays are worse here without my family I feel so down please help me
I'm so very sorry.... Thinking of you.... Please try to hang in there, I know it's hard, I understand anxiety and how hard it can be. It grips me to a point I feel like I can't move or I'll pass out. I hope you can get home soon...
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