Horrible constipation for many many years scared

ok so for most of my adult life ive been constipated ive never used the restroom everyday maybe on occasion ill use jt days in a row but that’s like once every 4-5 months it is the worst feeling ever i usually use tha bathroom once every 3-4 days and nearly every bowel movement i have i have to strain to the point of fainting… the only times i get real relief is from laxatives and im afraid im going to die…im currently experiencing some bad bad constipation its seeming like i cant hse the bathroom without a laxative period… im so backed up i had a bowel movement last Monday after days not going with the use of w laxative and then when until Thursday without another one with a laxative and Tonight im so uncomfortable i want to take another laxative i pretty much have to… what do y’all think im gonna get into a gastroenterologist but im Afraid I’ve got a partial blockage ive had for years im very very scared this is gonna kill me

Miralax!

tske it every day it don’t work

As it has gone on so long, have you talked to a doctor about it?

I sent a reply above. PLEASE note I am not a doctor.