How do the 2 relate?

Hi people on here. Ipwould like some advice please. I have found out recently that my husband and i were denied IVF because apparently i have something called Narcissistic personality disorder caused by PTSD. Has anyone ever heard of this? Believe or not it was written in my hospital notes at a fertility clinic! I have been going out of my mind with worry that i've gone mad! Please help, sad, confused and frightened!