Hi everyone....
Im in a lonely place right now. I think it was either Fri(Nov.25.16) or Sat(Nov.26.16) I had a unprotected sex. I guess im writing becasue I feel so upset and stupid and no one really I want to discuss this topic with because of shame and humiliation. Ok.. enough of my rant and on with the topic. Mind you I'm all but 100% sure its HSV but I just want opinions on to what you guys might think it is. Its not exactly text book looking symptoms but from the countless hours of constant researching I know not all cases are textbook. So a week later on a Thur I noticed a raised little boil looking piece of skin on the shaft of my penis probably a millimeter or less. No pain to the touch. Then further inspecting my genital area I see two looking pimple things near my scrotum with whitish discoloration inside and one on my scrotum totalling 3 also no pain to the touch. I want to think its an ingrown hair but I dont see a hair in the pimple thing. I think HSV. The next day I go to the Clinic that works with STDs and had it checked out. The person that saw me was a nurse practitioner. I told her my concerns and she did her inspections. She looked baffled at the thing on my shaft and said its not herpes. Im thinking she was looking for the obvious textbook case. She then looked at the pimple things and said it was normal. Of course I just felt slightly relieved but thats only visually and she noticed I still looked scared and did the swab on the lesion on the shaft to give me some peace of mind. Sometimes I feel like a slight uncomfortable feeling to what seems is my testicles. Like a little kick to it. I felt some tingling on my legs and feet. Have any of you experineced this? I know not everyone the same but im so worried. Also regarding the swab, does it still work even without an obvious open to the lesion? she just basically rubbed the bump a couple times with the swab. Should I go there again and take another sample but break open any of the bumps? She said the bump on my shaft could be mulloscum. I know.. I already know the answer to my question.. i dont know.. im so lost and stumbled upon this website during my research. I know my writing is all over the place.. my god I feel I just ruined my life. Please any opinions would be great and any advice. How long until I get results? Im got tested negative for HIV thank god and did urine sample. I got it done Fri you think it will be up by Mon or maybe longer given its the weekend? Pls what are your thoughts? any similar experience in terms of what these things look like? I hate myself.. it seems every seceond every minute my mind is on this. Even when I try to calm myself and I still end up to this.. Thank you for your time.