i been so depressed what should i do

I have been so depressed for a month straight knowing I have GH ,, but I had it sent I was 15 witch I didn't know because I had a bby at , anyway I feel so weak depress and I cry almost every night , my life is over who would want to marrie me Smh, I'm so in love with my son father but I just had to break it off because I nevered told him , I couldn't even tell him why I broke with him but he want a answer , I'm scared he might hate me , and tell ppl I have it smh my life is so f*** up idk what to do smh

Hello. You know you aren't alone? I've got 2 children and I'm married. My husband is so supportive of me. You need to tell him if you got it at the age of 15 it could be that he also has it but can't be tested until he's showing symptoms. I know how you feel because if it wasn't for my children I think I would have done something. But you are not alone 1 in 10 people have gh it's a slim condition. When people think of gh they think they've been sleeping around bit actually if you may have had it from a sexual partner who had a coldsaw and gave you oral sex. You do need to tell him if he's worried tell him to see a sexual health nurse who can explain everything. All the best x

I feel the same way,just got diagnosed 2 mon ago,so messed up,i feel really depressed and weak too wish it was just a bad dream and i could wake up and be okay again

Thank you so much I think I might tell him this weekend , I'm pray about it some more

I known right smh I been keeping it to myself for a long time but it lonely and depressing at night known that my life won't be the same anymore smh, then I don't talk about because I don't trust people in my business smh but I pray that one day they find something for it to go away for life smh