I wasn't healthy when I was with him
I let them both go today.
he's there but he is not there, he wants me to fight for him but he doesn't know how sick and broken I was when I was with him.
He didn't understand why I kept going back, he doesn't understand why I can let him go so easily when he was my water.
I didn't want to be healthy with him but now I can see how healthy I can be without them.
I couldn't fight for you when I was broken.
I love you and wish you the best he healed me and you don't even know it.
Hi Samantha
You sound hurt but strong today, when you allow somebody to become your water you are a twig on the shoulders of a river, you have no control of where that river takes you the speed of which you travel or where you'll end up
You are not in control and ultimately you are surrendering to they wants and needs you keep hold of your power imbed yourself in the banks of the river and allow the waters to go rushing by you are now back in control of your own journey your fighting against the currents that want you to go with the flow you need to remember every twig it part of a stronger tree trees have routs that keep them grounded you need to become the tree again
It's going to be tough your going to have to be strong you need calm waters around you to grow into that strong tree again not ones rushing by you hold on to that thought and your going to get stronger by the day you are routing yourself on the banks of a river you've everything you need to grow into that strong tree you have now just got to allow yourself to grow into it
Stay in touch
As always thinking of you mike x
Hang in there ! If you wanna chat I'm here x