I can't take it anymore

I'm a 27 and naive person I hurt so much the pain of my feelings are just unbearable I get treated like crap I get over looked because I'm no super model and I'm heavy set all people do is lie and cheat no one is honest anymore and I want to know why ? Why lie to me ? Why hurt me ? Why bring me down ? If your intentions are to lie to me why not just leave me alone ? Don't bother me I think people see me and say you know what I'll hurt her The human race is just stupid I feel like I don't belong here there's no reason for me to be here anymore I've been thinking of suicide way to much lately and I'm starting to see why I can't take this pain no more

Hang in there, dear. You are not alone !

I've been like this your not alone I promise you! Ppl hurt u Coz it gives them a ego boost 😡 Or something! I no how your feeling. i had a tattoo a while back saying every tear has made me stronger and it does u learn from it I promise n u become stronger.

I litcerlly push every bloke away I don't no why I do it probably not to get hurt I keep my guard up now. Wrong way to be I no. But just no there r ppl just like u n feeling exactly the same.

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Hi

There is geunine honest people left in the world because I am one of them.  I totally get how you feel.. I have  a parent that lied and let me down my whole life.  I have had friends and boyfriends that have done the same.

What have I learnt from all this??

That the way people treat me is not about the person I am.. Its about how those people value and respect themselves.  How they feel about themselves deep down.  Or just pure ignorance and don't know any better.

Are you going to end the life of kind, genuine, honest person when there is not an enough of us going around?

Some people are not honest because they don't want to look at their true self.  Some people can not be honest because they feel if people see who they really are they will not be accepted.

Some need to fit into the crowd and will do what it takes.

Others are just messed up..

Some think the grass is greener on the other side and will never be content and happy.

You don't have to live like them.  You don't have to hurt, cheat and lie to get what you want from people because your true to yourself.  In my opinion that takes guts..

So are you going to let these people take away from you and the happiness you do derserve?? 

Your only 27 and your whole life ahead of you.. Don't let these people win.. Don't let other people's ignorance define who you are..

 

Hi have you been to your doctors?   Do you have a diagnosis of depresion?   x