I am 24 years old and since I can remember, I have been feeling scared of myself like, there is another version of me that is evil, threatening, bad person in me. And, I always have to be on the top of my best behavior; so that she doesn't hurt anyone even me. I have to be nice with everyone, try not to get angry at anyone or even upset and it is exhausting and tiring. Please, anyone who might know what's wrong with me? I am open to counsel.
I'm not a professional but i have suffered such a long time with anxiety disorder so i think i can give u some advices. This sounds like you're suffering from anxiety disorder. I have gone through this before as I believe that I will go crazy and end up hurting myself and my family. But no, you're never going crazy and as time went by, you lose a little bit of scare everyday .It may still bother you a little bit but just get on with your day and you'll be fine.