Hi everyone. The title says is it all. And I want to be sure to convey my respect, good wishes and hopes for cancer sufferers and loved ones; I hope that my anxious questions that follow don't offend.
First of all, let me get to the point. I'm a 36 year old male health anxiety and depression sufferer. This developed in my late teens, focused on the time when my godfather fought a brave battle against endocrine cancer. He was just 41 when he passed away.
Over the years my mental and physical health has been up and down. However, with the support of my wife (a mental health nurse in fact!), parents and close friends, I keep moving forward.
Why am I posting? Lung Cancer.
I am an ex-smoker. Neither proud nor seeking pity for such a stupid, destructive addiction. Off and on I smoked for 15 years, 10 a day at its peak, marlboro lights. I have launched numerous failed attempts to break free, but finally succeeded in November last year through hypnosis.
Physically I experienced the numerous withdrawal symptoms over 3-4 months, but by the summer I felt good overall.
For the last week or so, from nowhere, I've had a pretty constant discomfort in the right hand side of my chest. Quite sharp. Nothing shifts it in terms of pain relief. Due to my health anxiety I would certainly admit that it is constantly on my mind. No cough, weight loss, bloody spit etc. I have had some night sweats, though these have come and gone for over a year (coinciding with me changing to a new antidepressant, Sertraline).
I would greatly appreciate your view and experience.
Nick