Hello there, my name's Rory, and for anyone who has stumbled upon this.. wow, that's pretty cool I suppose. I'm a 14 year old freshman in highschool, and I was just recently removed from my home, for reasons I'd prefer to keep to myself. I have manic depression, I'm anorexic and I also have terrible anxiety. I can't go to school anymore, I just can't. I've been staying home, which is with my grandparents and my uncle, for two days and I honestly feel so much better. CPS will not allow me to home school either, so that is out of the question. My grandmother is constantly threatening me, saying she'll call my other family members and tell them that I haven't been eating, sleeping, etc. They didn't want me though, so I'm afraid of what's going to happen. I just wish so badly that I were brave enough to take my life, and hopefully, by the age of 20 I will have already done so. I just don't really see a reason to live anymore. So I don't see why I would need to finish my education when I'm not going to have a life to use it on.
Rory, I'm sorry you are going through this... I believe the admin will notify you that you are in the 'wrong age group' here... but please, there IS HELP. I wish you could talk with your school counselor or school nurse... Make SURE they have TIME to listen so you can 'get it all off your chest' OK? OK. I don't know if its possible for you to see a family physician or not...but that is another idea. He or She may have some ideas and find you the help you need. Best wishes with love to you, Rory...