Why don't people understand just how hard this is? I may as well be dead! No children, due to being raped, no family to turn to and job i hate as i see children every day! I am starting to really loathe being alive. I think i deserve to die as all i do is fail, this is breaking my heart! Wjo will ever understand, i am appealing to anyone with half a sense of understanding. Please will someone see this my way?
Hi Sam,
I know is not easy to let it go, I myself is trying hard too. No matter what we have to stay alive and not thinking of dying
Hi Stella, i am still here so something must have told me to stay. Thanks i understand.
dear sam, i feel so sad that you’re going through this. i can see how much you’re suffering and i am so sorry there are no easy answers. but i am sending you a hug. i hope it helps to know you are cared for. xx
Hi Laura, what a kind person you are! You have done more by texting me that than my family by a million times
Thank you so much. X Good luck to you too.
Sam, 
Thanks now going to see my counsellor, hopefully he’ll cheer me up!