I felt remorse today.
My feelings weren't glossed with alcohol
I cried while I was texting him my apology
I didn't even remember why I was mad with him.
I realized I was wrong today
I'm sad.
Hi Samantha, i think we all have things we are sorry for. Many don't mention it or apologise. You have. We can't unring the bell, but we can apologise - and avoid doing it again. Don't feel bad. It's done.
THank you 
Oh Samantha
I feel your pain you know up and down your high them low determined then deflated enlightened then empty
You know your not alone right? Don't do anything on impulse ya know take your time your not second best nor should you want to be, your apology is reaffirming power hunni you have had it so rough and what hurts is you have tolerated it for so long you actually miss it,
That's sad really sad Hun your sorry for wanting the best life you can have or standing up for yourself and not being a door mat you deserve better you don't see it right now I get that I do your down wanting to be held and be told it's going to be all ok I can't hold you
But I can tell you this it will get better you will see your worth more than what you've had hunni you think no one loves you
We love you enough to keep you in our thoughts even though we don't know you personally you think no ones cares your so so wrong babes I care, I care enough to try to make you see what your worth I care enough to try to make you never go through this again in your life and what's more so does every other person in this group no one here wants you to suffer hunni
Love ya xx keep your head held high and your chin up xxx
Thinking of you so so much x Mike xx