Venting I'm sorry xxx
I do too at times. In fact most of us do dondons at particular times. Nobody loves life all the time, it's impossible. So what is going on with you. Tell me, have a good vent, I don't mind, I will listen.
Why?I do but then I was raped years back and have lost any rights to have children. Link? I was forced to take morning after pill, still having counselling 8 months later, gutted as I've failed everyone and just exceptionally sad.
I don't hate it I'm just fed up with it, so look forward to that half asleep half awake state when nodding off at bed time, takes a while and often using sleep aids.
Then that "oh no it's morning again" feeling. Life sucks at the moment but I know it will pass and things will be sorted.
I'm so sorry you feel that way. I hope counselling is helping you. Hugs
julia
@dondons - That's fine, but help us out here, what do you hate it? Or don't say anything, just notice people are responding to your post and are willing to listen.
>most of us [hate life] at particular times. Nobody loves life all the time.
@julia23547 - Most people don't hate life at times. Everyone goes through good and bad times but I know what "hate life" means to us, and it's different from what other people feel. I don't say this to make you feel bad, so don't. I tell you because I don't want you to lose site of what normal life can be. If the sky is cloudy too long you can forget what the sun looks like. I'm reminding you it's still there and waiting for us. Nothing say we can't get find a way to get back to it.
@sam18386 - How did being raped take away your right to have children? Or were you talking about two different events?
>Life sucks at the moment but I know it will pass and things will be sorted.
@Aspinan - For the love of god, hold on to that! I think that's the key to a lot of this. Even if it gets bad believing (because it's true) that it will get better.
Hi this is Sam, I don't know why we can't foster. - no-one has explained why.