I hate this disease

Fell sick in April 2017. 3 years 4 months and counting.
Still to this day I experience:

  1. dizziness
  2. body feeling stiff
  3. puffy droopy area above eyes
  4. fatigue
  5. sensitive scalp
  6. dry eyes
  7. lightheadedness/spacey feeling/feeling drunk

I have a lot of paranoia and anxiety and stress and I know it doesn’t help.
I don’t eat healthy and I know that doesn’t help either.
Symptoms get worse during ovulation and right before periods and after stressful events.

It’s a zigzag recovery they say but lately I’ve been more sick than healthy.